Dreaming Vampire.......The Second Encounter!!!!

It's comic days here.


This is something that may sound serious. But isn’t. Like i am normal every day. But at the nights when i get to sleep. Just before i sleep. I get weird thoughts(No ghost stuff...No lost memories). I feel somewhat. I think i have taken the 'Purpose of our existence and reason for search for happiness ' Questions too far,too personal. Like before i get to sleep., i give myself a rewind of the day and a review of it and then I suddenly get questions…. Why what how……And then this why question prevails. Then, I ask myself …. What next? And then again whatever is next? Why is that I have be that or do that…..I even start fearing whether I am losing interest in life. I get a deep sense of failure of reasoning. I get the feeling something is missing. I get the feeling some part of this concept of universe, life, me , u and everything is wrong..

Don’t worry! All these happen for the first few minutes before I sleep. Then I keep away from it….Think about cricket, computers , college (Keep oscillating so I keep me away from it)…And then Sleep!....

And then I wake up in the morning…I am excited about the day(be it sadness or happiness) I welcome life. I am just normal. That is why I told u comic days here…Any body knows which part of the piece is missing in me….

P.S

Help needed! Java programmers, Students read this:

I had finally decided to start my project for this sem(J2ee). The idea was simple. A student staff interaction site where there is going to be a chat box and a paper submission frame. So designed the login page. First in servlets...Doesn’t work...(compiles....deploys...not working).....Then now changed to JSP ....And MAN! there is no public_html folder and classes folder in my jdk1.4. So any one knows how to execute JSP files in jdk1.4 please help me. I can even send u the codes.
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